我相信

这几天想了很多， 很多，
有可能我就这样离开这个世界， 毕竟他们说2012 年会世界末日。
真的会吗？ 这是个未知之数。
但是， 人可能就很化学阿， 你会时常听到， 那个xxx飞车撞死了。 xxx中癌症死了 之类的事情。
因为科学家也无法预料下一秒世界会是怎样。
我不知道自己最终的结果会是怎样， 但是我希望我的那个他会好好的过他自己的生活。 做他喜欢做的事情， 毕竟没有人在旁边唠唠叨叨， 嫌东嫌西的。
可能， 某个人离开会很好？ 还是早已经习惯了我的存在？ 所以才这样？
还是， 还是， 还是，
不管有太多的还是。
身体越来差， 别人说我压力大？ 真的哪里大了， 什么是压力？ 只是觉得没有以前开心。肚楠却大了一个圈在不是我想， 只是嘴搀怎么也戒不了。

想说努力减肥， 却越减越肥。 现在已到无可救药的地步。 没怎样啦， 就这样。
想得到你的注意， 所以才这样。 到后来也不知道什么回事了

这种烂情绪已拖了我好几个礼拜， 伪装很辛苦， 脸书上写全部亲戚朋友都会知道， 那时候解释都解释到傻。

谁看到这篇文章都不用安慰我。 我会好好的，







我相信。

Holiday for us

Is our holiday again. Erm, suppose to say his holiday and I follow him to holiday.

Early in the morning, we went to mama shop with his mom and eat mama noodles. Wow, bf be the boss treat me and his mom to eat. Kekekeke.

After that, we fetch his mom to saloon and we went to fix his car. His car door there de cloth come out Liao. He went to call someone to stick it back. The shop near his sister restaurant and I scared the sun, I went to his sister shop and sit to wait him.

Then he come along. We just finished the breakfast at mama there but he want to eat the "Hoi jit". Then he go to true opposite restaurant to buy it. I love the "Hoi jit" too.. Haha

Within 1 hour, his car is ready. Then he suggested to Cameron highland to have a drink. Haha, we like the drinks .

Then, we have a car trip to Cameron highland. Lol. I love to sit in the car with his driving skill. Is so comfortable and nice. (although the cloth just fix back the smell is terrible) . Within an hour, we reached the restaurant that we want to go. The weather is just feel comfortable. I like that kind of weather.

We went to the shop and have a drinks. We ordered strawberry milkshake that we love most and this time we ordered a fish and chips! Hahaha . We have our drinks, but the taste seems change already, last time is full of strawberry but this time too many milk.

Then we go back to Ipoh. Is so scary when we go back, because the sky full of dark cloud. Then the whole afternoon we stay at house to sleep. Haha. Sleep the whole afternoon.

At night, we went to the new aeon, his mom treat us to eat nando's chicken. The taste is so nice that we didn't taste before. We so geng, ordered the most spicy one. Hahaha. His sister order a lot of food until we cannot finish the food.

Then we have a walk. He bought a shoe for me which is from cotton on. The color of the shoe very nice, fresh green!! Wow, I have the first fresh green shoe! Hahaha. Thanks hubby zai. The shoe very comfortable! 

Then I follow his mom to go home because my car still at his home. He went to cc with his basketball friends. I went back home and sleep lu..

Is so tired recently.

The next day, we two go to have sim sum at town. It is his favourite dim sum shop. Lol, order a lot of food again. He da bao for his dad and bro. Then we tot to go the new restaurant to have a cup of coffee but the restaurant din open. Then we straight away to go to parade.

He is the first time to go parade so early, hahaha. We only walk on the corridor cause all the shop haven't open. Is so funny and weird to walk outside the corridor. Then we decide to go to aeon again.

We walk around and have lunch at KimGary. After we eat then we walk a while then go home lo. In the evening, I fetch cousin back home, he go play basketball. After that, he come my house and fetch me to tesco.

Lol. We have KFC as dinner. Gosh, we gainin fats these two days. After we have dinner and we went to buy the things that we need and he sent me back. Is so happy these two days.

Haiz, have to wait a month again that he have his holiday again.

BERSIH 3.0

昨天， 我去了 bersih 3.0 怡保的大集合。 我以为没有什么人去， 但是去到那边， 真的令我吓一跳！ 望过去就是一片的黄色。 那场景是多么地震憾！

去到那边， 想分享在那边地情况给没有到地人知道， 结果呢， 电话打不到上不到网。 回到家才知道原来是有人block 了电话的网络。 原先以为是太多人抢线， 后来才知道有人做了卑鄙的手脚。

去到那， 真的会热血沸腾！ 你会跟着一起喊口号！ 因为你知道你是一分子。 怡保的大集合很合作， 当领导人说唱国歌， 是可以听到很多人用激昂的感情去唱。 我们并不是不爱国， 我们只想拥有个干净的国家。

相反的， 吉隆坡的朋友， 战士们， 他们被催泪弹和水炮攻击， 照成了很多的伤亡。 这不是我们想要的。 有朋友透露， 原先是圆满结束， 后来才发生意外的。

看到许多的脸书报道， 包括催泪弹原来早就被设放在LRT的下方， 难道警察们早就知道会照成暴动？ 还有许多的打大人事件， 就算是那些人做错了， 也不该滥用私刑！

我们国家的主流媒体， 已经不能尽信， 相比国外的报道， 我觉得马来西亚不报比报还要好。连B？C的新闻也可以帮人修剪， 我真的对现在的主流媒体很失望。 也许你们是受到打压， 而作出这些行为。 但并不代表你们是对的， 如果还有些良心和公义， 请真实报道， 不要再误导那些没有上网， 到现场的观众了。

其实我很感动， 真的是那莫名的感动， 看到那些为这次的静坐活动所出力和支持的人， 知道我国是可以很团结的。 团结并不是一句口号， 而是不管你是什么肤色的人， 当你有苦难的时候， 都会伸出援手。


虽然今年我还没有可以投票， 但是我觉得我已出了一份力。 好比那些没到现场看个究竟只会再网上胡言乱语单单打打的人好几万倍！ 公道自在人心。 我相信我们的国家还没有到最坏！ 只要我们坚持！ 我们会有更美好的将来！

带领着我们的人

这些上了年纪的女士比我喊得更大声！

看见人潮了吗？ 这里只是一部分

虽然已经热到不行， 但是要坚持到完毕

这个是出发之前拍的

我爸妈和弟弟。。

I love My country, our Malaysia!

救命啊

最近真的肥了。 肥了。 肥了。 肥了。 肥了。 肥了。

没有骗你们的啦， 真的很肥了！

连脸都大一个号， 真的想撞墙！

都怪自己的口， 一直在吃， 真的不肥都难！

老公都在埋怨， 越要减肥的时候越有好料吃。 我只想美美过21岁生日。 可以吗？呜呜呜。

Hang out with friends

Last sunday, Cindy, Ching and me went to the new Aeon. Ching and me go there together.
We so lucky, found parking very fast!! Hahaha

We found Cindy at Watson. The signal there really poor, use so long time to find Cindy because cannot call her,.

Then we walk around. We seems like Accompany Cindy to shopping. Lol
Cindy bought something whenever we went which shop. Hahahaha

Then after a while, Cindy want to try cloth in the shop. Hahaha. We spilt inside the fitting room and take picture.

Then we went to eat Kenny Rogers roaster, but Cindy sit awhile and went back with her parents. Ching and I having lunch there.

Then we walk again. After that I send ching back to her house. Lol, that's our day.

Genting trip on valentine 2012

Hubby zai and me gone to Genting this valentines!
The first valentines that we having at far away from our home.
We take a van to Genting. By the way, the van driver drove very fast and we are scared! Hahaha..
We reached there around 10am in the morning.. Lol.. Is fast right? It is because we start our journey about 7am and between we still can have the breakfast.
Then we go check in to the hotel!
Hi-tech sangat or I too long din go out to travel.. Now first world hotel can use a kiosk to check in!
Lol.. We are too kampung!
We have our day and at night we watched a movie. After the movie, I stupid tot that my iPhone left in the cinema and go back to search, but cannot find it. I cry and cry, he very man and hug me tight.

And then, he tried to call my phone again in the room. Wtf! Is ringing!!! I'm so happy that I juz stupid and forgot I put on the desk and his cloth cover it! A scary experience!

A long post

20 August is my hubby zai 21st year old birthday.

erm.. He consider adult, no more teenager lo..

we having out dinner at Euro House.

Around 7pm, he came my house to take me out.

We reach there at almosr 7.30Pm

He met his old schoolmate BOON SIM.

He is working at there.

We order our meal.. then continue our chat.

As you all know, we two got a lot of thing to chat.

many of other tot we are just some fresh dating, but we are not.

we know each other for more than 10 years. hehe

my drinks. lemon ice blanded

having his favourite chocolate blended

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our drinks

my chicken chop.. erm.. quite nice... taste that i never eat before

his steak.. 

after we eat.. we had a car chat with him. Chatting inside the car with him is kinda comfortable and nice.

I love to chat with him. 

after that, he brought me to experience the night life of IPOH. 

Really my first experience. we enjoyed it.

i think he is enjoying~

i love this picture so much.. naughty face of him..

While we go back home, there is a road block.

Luckily is a normal road block.

He is sweet that night, a really sweet guy.

Happy 21st birthday, my Hubby Zai. 

on the next tuesday, his holiday. we went out to Ipoh Parade.

We have our sushi lunch. First time treat him for sushi.

haha... his sushi set with taiwan fried chicken.

what we had eat.. Lol.. is damn full..

cute u.. when having his green tea.

after that, he went to get some touch up for his tattoo.

Is very nice after this touch up.

nice right??

at night.. we went to celebrate his mom birthday. We went to Yeolde English.

That girl is his niece, Qiqi. Having a lot of fun during snapping picture.

On the other day, Wednesday. We had a breakfast at his Brother in law shop. 

After that we went for a movie with his eldest brother.

The movie that we watched was "the rising of the planet".

Nice movie!!!

After that we have sing k section.

lovely stitch bottle.

We went home about 5pm. 

Really an enjoyable Holiday..

Here is some of my self portrait for his birthday night, if u all feel annoying, can ignore it.

Two more days he will have holidays again. Hope will have a nice Holiday with him again. Good night world.